wellm this is what's happened... shit went down the drain .. lol... other than that.. ym fucking computer sucks and i have been spending the last 6 days trying to fix it.. well.. fixed the comp in a few hours.. but i've been trying to get voodoo chat to work with no prevail as of yet. BUT, i'm going to be reformatting tonight hopefully.. if the disc works this time.. anyway.. uhhg.. i cannot stand being around my father for more than 10 minutes... he is such a dick head i want to beat hm to tdeath with a baseball bat untill he is on the ground crying and begging for mercy! ... but that would probably cause me to be put in nut house or prison again.........................hospital was fun.. the other.. not fun.
blah. i really need to get out of here for a day or two. hopefully smoke some pot... god i think i'm going through withdrawels lol.... end for now.. nothing much that i feellike discussing right now.. but i will leave this message before i hit publish... i write music well when i'm pissed off.