seems like everything is just falling apart slowly... ever since birth.... i don't have much time to live here anymore.... my father will be kicking me out soon.. which brings me to a fork in the road of life... i either sit and waste my life like i have been or i get off my ass somehow and get a fucking job... the job is seeming less and less of a disturbance.. but all the other responsibilities are overwhelming... and i think i may change my mind about not getting online ever again... bye for now.