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What exactly does it mean if you feel like you want to die and puke when you talk to some one you think you love about their current dating relationship with another guy? i spoke to naomi tonight for the first time in a few weeks.. and i wasn't really upset untill i asked if her and .. lets call him "lover boy".. are still together. she said yes and my stomach immediately started to churn. i need to know what is going on with her.. but i can't trust her right now........

they were right i think when they (whoever they is) decreed that long distance relationships never end up working... i can't talk to her anymore.. not without getting upset or feeling sick.. and i fucking hate that.. where did it all go WRONG? and who messed up? these probably aren't answerable questions.. but.. i still find myself asking them.

i'm currently emotionally torn into 6 peices; angry, jelious, depressed, nervous, frustrated, and though it may not be a labeled emotion by psychological terms.. LOST.